In my dreams, and only in my dreams. Sigh.
So, I decided to take a break from fertility treatments. Honestly, because a) they're making me fucking miserable (so then I in turn am making everyone ELSE miserable) and b) I'm fat.
Now that wasn't one of those sympathy fishing comments, I'm actually fat. As in 200 plus pounds on a five foot three frame fat. So, I don't want to hear any "Oh honey, you're not fat" comments, because my scale and dress size say differently.
And it's not a self esteem thing either, cause I'm still hot. Just ask my husband.
Honestly, I want to take a break because the damn fertility treatments are really not working (Clomid resistance anyone?) and a big (no pun intended) part of it NOT working is because I'm fat. Plain and simple.
Oh yea, I don't want any diet advice either. I have the internets and I have freakin common sense, and I've been in shape before.... I spent five years of my life in excellent shape at a normal weight, running regularly... so I get what I'm doing. Any comments about diet and/or exercise advice will be roundhouse kicked off my blog.
However, encouragement will be accepted.
9 comments:
Here's a big fat hug of encouragement.
us fatties gotta stick together! well LOL
I could have written this post. over 200 lbs, 5'3" and infertile and sick of the clomid.
HUGS!
Do what you feel is best for you and your family. As long as your hubby still finds you hot and your daughter still calls you mommy, the rest of the world can stuff it.
As for the treatments, sometimes a break is good now and then.
Thinking of you and sending a big hug!
You do whatever you want girlie, just be sure you are healthy! I've been there, and understand.
Good luck, I've always found the first two weeks to be the hardest, but YOU CAN DO IT!
You go girl! I'm fat too - and pledging to make a difference this year for my family. Slow, baby steps in getting healthy. You do what works for you!
I hear ya. That clomid is a bitch.
Dude. I love bacon.
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