In my dreams, and only in my dreams. Sigh.
So, I decided to take a break from fertility treatments. Honestly, because a) they're making me fucking miserable (so then I in turn am making everyone ELSE miserable) and b) I'm fat.
Now that wasn't one of those sympathy fishing comments, I'm actually fat. As in 200 plus pounds on a five foot three frame fat. So, I don't want to hear any "Oh honey, you're not fat" comments, because my scale and dress size say differently.
And it's not a self esteem thing either, cause I'm still hot. Just ask my husband.
Honestly, I want to take a break because the damn fertility treatments are really not working (Clomid resistance anyone?) and a big (no pun intended) part of it NOT working is because I'm fat. Plain and simple.
Oh yea, I don't want any diet advice either. I have the internets and I have freakin common sense, and I've been in shape before.... I spent five years of my life in excellent shape at a normal weight, running regularly... so I get what I'm doing. Any comments about diet and/or exercise advice will be roundhouse kicked off my blog.
However, encouragement will be accepted.